obadiah...(i think)

so i guess things could be worse. there is a story in the bible about a prophet - i think obadiah was his name - whom god told to marry a prostitute and love her regardless of her past. and he does. and eventually she leaves him and goes back to whoring herself out. and he goes after her and brings her back home to their family. i think things have worked out for the best.
i saw teresa at the halloween party saturday night and felt nothing toward her - no anger, no love, no regret, no jealousy. time does wonders for things. i've never held on to feelings for some one once we lost contact with each other. it's my natural way of doing things.


the only exception is celeste kish, of course. but i think we may all have known that already.