dichotomy -- 05 october 2005

i hate you again today
same as yesterday.
tomorrow i may love you
but i won't know until then.

my heart swells one hour
and withers the next.
full of blood for now
but soon you'll bleed me dry.

inconsistently you love me
constantly bringing pain.
my hopes are fleeting
despair will surely return.

i loved you again today
same as yesterday.
tomorrow i may leave you
but i won't know until then.